yeah im touchy when people get judgmental about how i live my life. the shit i’ve been through, the person i’ve been in the past… i feel im doing just fucking fine. i’ve worked extremely hard to not try to live up to other peoples standards of where my fucking life should be right now. or how hard i should be working. no nothing is perfect. im certainly not. yes everything will be fine, because im working to make sure everything will be fine. i make mistakes. i will continue to in my life. im learning. sometimes it seems thats not enough for some people. some people in my community have passed some judgement on me and frankly i am hurt. my sort of safe circle is a little tainted. but thats life i suppose.
at least the safety is not completely gone, and i have someone who helps me feel safe anywhere. good things are still happening. this weekend i’ll be selling jewelry. three days of jewelry selling to a large crowd at a vintage store. im excited to finally surround myself with my art and have my partner help me. it will be a good work release as well as a promising three days!
Self Prescribed Creativity 